Being unemployed is really taking a toll on me. I don't feel like living anymore; it feels like life is meaningless now. With all these drama in the house and all the family problems that I'm pressed upon, I just can't take it anymore. I really, really don't know what to do now. I'm very confused, irritated, frustrated, and depressed. I want to take that drug that stops you from caring about anything and anyone. I just want everything to disappear, and I don't want to be anywhere anymore.
P.S. The going to Chicago thing isn't for sure after all. Sigh...
