He knows I'm a very sensitive person, and He knows that I gotta try to forget about her. Letting her text me is just... sick, man. If He thinks she's not the one for me, then by all means, as much as possible, don't let anything happen that will remind me of her! I mean, even if it's not His fault that I fell for her, then He must have the power to stop this. Letting her text just to let me see my sister talk to her on the phone about the guy she might be interested in later at night...
Come on, God, if you're really the Good Lord that your followers declare You are, then please have mercy and just take this feeling away. And it would be really nice if You'll finally give the desire of my heart. If there's anything that I'm supposed to do to gain my desire, then please let me know. I know I'm not perfect, but non-believers fall in love, and You just let them do whatever they want. I wanna believe and trust You, so what do You want me to do? Please, let me know... Just let me know... I wanna fall in love and be loved at the same time...
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