Only 3 people greeted me on my birthday... Fuck you all... LOL

It seems like every year, my birthday just gets worse and worse. This year's was the lamest so far. If it wasn't for the 12-pack of beer that I bought, there wouldn't be a shred of celebration on that day. On the upside, though, I just met the girl that I have a crush on that day! We happened to ride the same subway while I was out to pick up some food from a Thai restaurant. She looked way cuter than I remembered! It's been, like, 2 years since I last saw her. I also stumbled upon my former co-worker from Circuit City. Based on his stories, it looks like he's doing pretty well, unlike me, who is still unemployed and broke(back mountain). What a life I have. I just want to quote something that Olivia Munn said when she was a guest on Loveline: "If I were to die today, that'd be cool." That's so true for me everyday. I feel more and more nihilistic as time passes by.